Page 50 of Love Me Always


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His fingers toyed with the waistband of my shorts. How could this feel so wrong but so fucking right at the same time? Lorenzo lifted me with ease as I wrapped my legs around his waist. His lips crashed against mine, and I lost myself in the moment as I felt his cock hardening. I was at a loss for words at how a simple kiss could make me forget everything that had happened.

“Lorenzo—” I moaned against his lips.

“What do you want, Anastacia?” he panted.

“I need to go. I can’t do this.” I sighed breathlessly.

“Can you tell me this feels wrong and that you don’t want me to fuck you senseless?” he whispered against my ear.

“I—” I stumbled.

“You can’t, can you?” he murmured seductively.

“I don’t want it. This is a mistake,” I mumbled as I broke free from his hold. I wouldn’t give in to temptation as easily as he expected me to. My mind might have wanted me to stay, but my heart told me to go.

I hurried out of his bedroom without looking back. I couldn’t bring myself to see the hate probably marring his perfect face.

What the fuck was that?

What was I playing at?!

The urge to kill him had subsided, and that was only since he showed me a little comfort last night, showed me he isn’t as heartless as he made out to be. The question I now couldn’t stop asking myself was—will we ever become something more than lust and burning desire? Could I learn to love him? Could he ever love me?

Only time will tell.

* * *

As I sat outside by the lake with Robin, Tay, and Jack, I finally felt as though I was back at home, even though this was anything but a home right now.

“Auntie Ana, why is this house so big?” Jack asked, making us giggle. “Does one man need such a big house?”

“There are others that live here too.” I smiled.

“That’s so cool! What are they like?” he pried.

“Everyone is very friendly. Only one of them is a little mean.” I winked.

“I’ll knock that meanness right out of him!” he growled as he balled his fists.

“I don’t think so,” Tay warned.

“You’re mean, too.” He stuck out his tongue before he ran off to explore.

“Be careful!” I called after him.

“I will!”

Tay and Robin turned their attention back to me. The look of excitement in their eyes filled me with dread. I knew they wanted me to tell them how wonderful everything was, how wrong I was about him and this situation.

“So, spill!” Robin clapped.

“There’s nothing to spill, it’s awful.”

“Awful? Really?” Robin questioned.

“Yes, I hate it here. He’s a vile man with no manners.”

“I can’t say I was impressed with his attitude in the club.” Tay rolled her eyes when she finished her sentence.

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