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I cried a lot again today. Gave me a headache.
I always watch you walk into your building in the morning. I have to stop doing it before you catch me no matter how badly I wish you would catch me.
I wish I could get closer just to smell you again. I got your flowers. I love them, but they won’t bring me home. You have to drag me back.
Force me, I’m begging you. Lock me away forever. Never let me go.
–your stalker, Dix
She watched me and I watched her. We just missed each other so many times…
Dixie girl, I would have taken you if I knew.
If I could have done something to quell her pain, I would have done it.
No matter what it was.
Day 51
You smiled today. It’s the first time I’ve seen it since I left. It only lasted a second, but it happened.
I watch you a lot. Follow your moves on social media, the tabloids, and everything. I’m addicted to you and it’s concerning to say the least. I lost 16 pounds because all I eat is soup.
I don’t want to cook without you.
–your starving stalker, Dix
Jesus christ, dollface.
Unable to stop, despite the hurt, I continue to pick up letters.
Day 102
Three months.
The worst fucking three months in existence. I’m withering away without you. I want to be held and hold you. I want to kiss and be kissed by only you. I want that wedding in the garden. I want that ring that you said you’d give me one day.
Did you already buy it? Return it? Throw it away in anger?
Did you believe my lie? Did you really think I meant what I said?
I really hope not, baby.
–your lost girl, Dix
Day 151
You stopped sending flowers. You sent them for months. You giving up on me, Jasper?
I don’t think I like that very much…
I don’t blame you, really.
It’s my fault, baby.
Come kidnap me. Please.
–your lonely love, Dix
