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“I know. But I think I could help them more at the clinic. Or reach more people in need. So I was thinking of doing more there. It’s just a thought at the moment.”
“I think it’s a good one. You should do what makes you happy, Hack.”
“What would make me happy is if you talked to me. Tell me what’s going on in that head of yours.”
“Cock warming.”
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Oh, hell.
Had she really just blurted that out? She could feel herself growing even more red. It was a sickness. She had to learn to filter.
Although she didn’t really know how else she would say it.
I want to suck on your cock until I get comfortable enough with it that I might consider letting you stick it inside me.
Yeah. There was no way she was saying that.
Even if she was kind of thinking it.
Crap on a stick. She groaned and tried to bury her face in his neck again.
“Uh-uh, no you don’t.” He drew her back so he could stare down into her face.
“I’m really wishing I hadn’t said anything.”
“I’m not. I’m glad you said something. Because I don’t want you to keep anything from me. Cock warming?”
“Can’t we just forget I said it?” she wailed. “I’ll do anything.”
“Nope. We can’t. Are you sure that’s what you want as your boon? To warm my cock? Because it sounds like it would be more fun for me than you. Although, I know the idea isn’t for me to get off.”
“You’ve . . . you’ve heard of it before?”
He gave her a gentle smile. “I have, baby girl. It can be non-sexual, for fun, or for comfort. But are you sure about this? I’m not certain I’ve ever heard of it being used in quite this context and I’m not sure it’s a good idea.”
Her shoulders slumped. She couldn’t blame him for thinking that.
“Wait. I didn’t mean to upset you. I’m not saying no. Not at all, okay? I just . . . I don’t want you to do anything because you think it’s what I want or need. This is about you.”
She stared up at him for a long moment before blinking back tears.
“Shit. What is it? Why are you getting upset? We can do it right now if you want. I’ll take my pants off now and you can suck on my dick all night.”
She huffed out a small laugh. “No, I’m not upset about you being unsure. I get it. I’m just . . . I don’t think there was ever a point in my life where it was about me. Just me. You know what I mean?”
“Ahh, baby. Yeah, I do. But my main concern is always you.”
“You’re the best man in the world, Hack.”
“Not really. But I try, for you.” He held her tight. “I want you to do something for me.”
“Anything.”
“Be careful saying that before you know what I’m going to ask you. I want you to think about a therapist.”
She stiffened.
