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‘I love it when you come for me like that,’ he murmurs. His voice is low and so sexy that just listening to him would be enough to make me lose it. It’s his voice I hear in my fantasies, alone at night in my enormous bed, trying to sleep while I ache for him.
And now my fantasies are coming true. Being in the dusky park like this has a dreamlike quality, and I know this is a night I’m going to remember for the rest of my life. The evening stars twinkle in the sky and it’s still warm despite the breeze.
My fingers fumble with his buttons, and I’m mad with longing as I run my hand across his erection and his hardness pushes through the thin material of his shorts.
He groans again, more loudly this time. ‘Nat, I warn you. I can’t take much of this. It’s been too long.’
The boldness I feel when I’m with him overtakes me, and I whisper, ‘How long?’
‘Since the last time we were together,’ he pants. ‘How can I be with anyone else when I’ve tasted you?’
My hand palms him through the material, teasing him, and the guttural noises coming from his throat are like dynamite to my already blazing desire. I drop to my knees on the dewy grass, and he helps me free him. His cock juts out and I remember how big he is as I run my tongue around the tip, and he cries out.
I sit back on my heels, still holding him lightly. ‘Hush!’ I whisper. ‘What if the park warden hears us?’
‘I don’t care,’ he hisses. ‘Just please don’t stop what you’re doing or I might die.’
My hand slides up and down his hard, thick girth and his loud groans inflame me further as I place my lips over the head of his cock and suck, and my hand moves faster to an erotic beat.
‘Turn around,’ he commands.
I stare into his lust-filled eyes.
‘What?’
‘Turn around,’ he repeats. ‘I can’t wait any longer. I need to be inside you right now.’
His hands are on me and he spins me around and positions me so I’m facing the back of the car. I’m still wearing my stilettos and he pushes my dress up and my knickers aside, and I feel the breeze on my bare skin. I’m throbbing with need for him and can’t wait.
He brushes my thighs, and the tip of his hard cock nudges between my legs as he bends me over and enters my pussy from behind.
I’m so wet and ready, I immediately slam back onto him and we both groan as he fills me up and we rock to our unique rhythm. His big hands are all over me and he fucks me so hard, I grip onto the edge of the car to keep my balance.
We rut like wild animals in the park, and our need is so urgent we soon explode together in a crescendo of exquisite pleasure and I collapse against the car.
He leans over me, careful not to crush me, and I feel his heartbeat slamming wildly against my hot skin as we catch our breath.
‘You’ve ruined me for anyone else,’ he says. Then he buries his face in my neck and whispers, ‘I love you, Nat.’
CHAPTER37
Sebastian
Being summoned for one of grandfather’s family dinners couldn’t have come at a worse time. I usually look forward to visiting Greystone and drive down at every opportunity, but this is going to be awkward.
Damian says Grandfather has been morbid lately, talking about not having any more great-grandchildren before he dies. Daisy will come with me, but I won’t take Nathalie. Grandfather wants to see Lizzy and has been badgering me to bring her ever since Cannes, and this time the invitation explicitly invites her to accompany me. My instincts tell me he’s ready for things to speed up and he's looking for an imminent engagement, so I’m not taking her either.
Nat looks wounded when I don’t invite her. I’ve told her and Daisy so many stories about growing up at Greystone, and I mentioned she should come with us on our next visit. Now I could kick myself. Me and my big mouth, getting carried away and not thinking of the consequences. Sometimes, my enthusiasm talks before I think.
I can’t bring myself to tell her we’re going until a couple of days before the dinner, and then I only tell her because I have no choice. I try to slip it into the conversation casually, hoping it won’t seem like a big deal, but it’s difficult because everything is a big deal with Daisy. She is almost levitating with excitement about seeing everyone, especially my mother—her grandma. When Nathalie is present, she asks if we can stay over for the weekend, and then I have no choice but to tell Nathalie what’s going on. Guilt clutches at me as I try to act as if I’m not excluding her on purpose. It seems wrong because she’s like part of the family, and if all this emotion wasn’t bubbling between us, she’d come as Daisy’s nanny.
I tell Nathalie we’ve got a family thing and give her the day off. I’ve tried thinking of a way around it, but there were too many sly comments after we danced at the ball. I can’t risk anyone guessing there’s something going on between us.
‘Does that mean I have the weekend off?’ she asks, after an awkward pause.
‘Please come with us, Nathalie. Daddy, can Nathalie come with us?’ Daisy asks.
I raise my head from the newspaper reluctantly. At least we’re back to having breakfast together. I’ve been trying to act normal—whatever that is—and decided that rushing off to work without seeing her was only making things worse.
