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When I was done, after I had laid my past out for him, he pulled me onto his lap and held me. I don’t know how long we stayed like that in silence, but I could feel his support and his care even when he couldn’t use his words because he was at a loss.
When he finally wrapped his mind around it, he kissed me softly and told me, “You’re so damn brave, my little beauty. I’m so proud of you.”
I wanted to tell him he was wrong, but when I looked into his eyes, they burned with conviction. I kept my insecurities inside and I felt them ease a little bit under the light of his belief in me.
“I made steak for dinner,” he whispers before nipping at the place where my neck and shoulder meet and pulling me from my thoughts.
“I don’t want steak,” I gasp, my cheeks heating the moment the words leave my lips.
He rears back, surprise written all over his face. “You’re not hungry?”
“Theo,” I whisper his name, knowing I need to be brave now. I cling to him, letting him ground me, needing his strength. “I’m ready. I want you.”
I watch as my words sink in, and his eyes widen. “Are you,” he swallows hard like he can’t believe I said those words before trying again, “are you sure? I don’t want to rush you. I can wait.”
“I ache,” I sound a little whiney, but I don’t care. “Can you take it away?”
Theo grunts and then I’m up and in his arms as his legs eat up the distance between his front door and his bedroom. My heart is pounding in my chest, but it’s not from fear. It’s from anticipation.
When Theo stands me up next to his bed, he takes his time to undress me slowly, planting kisses on my skin as he exposes me to his gaze. It makes me feel cherished. It makes me feel loved, even though we haven’t said those words.
When I’m standing naked in front of him, his eyes are full of heat and need. When he reaches back to pull his t-shirt off, he pauses, his voice gruff, “Are you sure?”
I close the distance between us and press my body to his. “If you don’t take me and make me yours, I think I’m going to explode. It’s been a week of needing you and being around you is a tease I can’t take anymore. I’m ready.” His Adam’s apple bobs in his throat as he swallows, and I reach up to cup his jaw in my hands. “I was waiting for you, Theo, and I didn’t even realize it.”
He growls in the back of his throat before ripping his shirt off and tossing it to the side, not caring where it lands. When he helps me to sit at the edge of the bed, he drops to his knees in front of me and I start to pant. I’ve never been naked in front of a man, but I’m not scared about it at all. Not with him.
His hands touch me with gentle intent even with the roughness of the callouses on his palms. When he spreads my thighs, I lean back on my elbows, my eyes wide as I watch him. I don’t want to miss a moment.
Theo runs the tip of his nose up the inside of my thigh and takes a deep breath when he gets to the apex. “Oh,” I breathe and wiggle my hips a little, trying to move away from him, but the hold he has on me won’t allow it.
“Don’t move,” he grits out through his teeth, and I can tell he’s right on the edge of his control. “I’m going to make you come with my mouth and get you ready to take me. I don’t want to hurt you, my little beauty.”
He looks up at me with such sincerity that tears well up in my eyes, but I refuse to let them fall. I nod slightly and he leans forward to swipe his tongue between my pussy lips. The satisfied groan he lets out has me falling onto my back.
“Fuck, you taste good,” he rumbles against my wet flesh before diving in for more.
I get lost in the sensation of him licking me, nipping at me, slurping up my arousal, and the noises he makes as he does. The sounds are primal vibrations which go right through me, heightening every lick and swirl of his tongue. It’s almost too much, but I don’t want him to stop. I never want him to stop.
He pushes one finger inside of me slowly and gently and it’s almost too much. The knot in my belly twists and turns, tightening and threatening to break. When he sucks my clit into his mouth and nips at it with his teeth, my body stills for a split second before stars dance across my vision and I come.
“Theo.” I’m not sure if I whisper his name or scream it because the blood rushing through my veins and the pounding of my heart as pleasure sweeps through me is the only thing I can hear.
His movements slow as I start to come down and when he pulls his finger free, I feel empty. I want more. I want so much more.
I open my eyes slowly, not even sure when I closed them. I look up to find Theo standing above me totally naked. My eyes move down his body slowly because I don’t want to miss a single inch.
I’m pretty sure my eyes bug out of my head when I see his fist wrapped around his cock as he strokes himself slowly. I lick my lips without realizing it and he squeezes the base of his shaft while groaning.
“You can’t look at me like you’re hungry for a taste,” he husks.
I look up at him innocently. “Why not?”
“Because I need to be inside of you before I lose my fucking mind.” He moves toward me, but then stops. “If you want me to put on a condom, I will, but I’ve never been bare inside someone and I don’t want anything between us.”
I nod slowly, my brain still not functioning at full capacity. “I’m on birth control.” I nibble on my bottom lip, unsure for a moment. “It’s not one hundred percent effective though, so I could understand why you’d want to--.”
My words get cut off when Theo covers my body with his, his arm wrapping around my back and moving me until we’re both in the middle of his large bed. I can feel his hard length like a brand against my hip and it only turns me on more.
