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His hypnotizing eyes slam to mine, lust swirling deep inside. “Then take them off,” he challenges. My cock twitches at the thought. Jesus, I really need to get my mind right, because this is not the time or place.
“Okay, big man. Lift your ass.”He’s hammered. I shouldn’t even be encouraging this.
He follows my command, and I pull his jeans down his meaty thighs, revealing the stunning ink covering them. When I go to help him with his t-shirt, I notice the tip of his cock peeking over the waistband of his black boxers. I stop in my tracks and suck in a sharp breath.
“If you’re going to eye fuck my cock, might as well see the whole thing,” Reilly says, pulling the front of his boxers down to reveal the rest of his beautiful, pink, veiny, and throbbing cock. I’ve seen Reilly drunk before, and he’s naturally flirty when he is, although it’s always been with a woman. I’ve never seen him flirt with a man before, especially not me, but I can’t say I hate it. “Fuck, man. You’ve got me all twisted up. Between you and Tara, I’m fucked. I’ve never been hard for a man before, but I can’t stop it when I’m around you. I...shit…it’s been like this for a while, but I was too scared. I can’t handle the rejection. I don’t think I can handle all these feelings.”
He’ll probably regret this tomorrow, but my heart skips a beat at his words. “Reilly,” I growl. I try to look away, but I fucking can’t.
“Like what you see?” He’s drunk. So fucking drunk and likely trying to drown out the emotions he’s feeling about Tara with something else. He’s not going to remember this tomorrow. He needs to think about this when he’s sober, when he’s thinking clearly.
His voice snaps me out of my trance and I rip his shirt off quickly so that I can get the hell out of here.
I shouldn’t be thinking about him like that in the first place.
But I definitely shouldn’t be when Tara is missing and he’s drunk out of his mind.
I turn to walk away when warmth wraps around my wrist. “Rush.” Looking over my shoulder, I see the sexiest man with a broken heart and fear drowning him.
“Yeah?”
“If we get her back…she’s ours. You and me. I saw you outside that night, but I also see the way she looks at you. She cares about you. If we save her, we’ll never let anything like this happen again.”
There it is again—ours.
My heart swells at the thought of having her in our arms.
“When, Reilly. When we get her back. There’s noifabout it.”
Reilly curls up on his side. “When,” he whispers, snuggling deeper into his pillow as he slowly drifts off to sleep.
Grabbing the fleece blanket from the end of his bed, I cover up his almost naked body, feeling protective of him. I stand and watch him for a few minutes, drinking in his handsome face as he sleeps.
I’m fucked.
Tara and Reilly. I want them both. But I’m not sure I can have them both, not to mention I don’t have either at this point.
An unattractive snore fills the room, and my shoulders shake with silent laughter before I quietly leave the room.
Now that he’s taken care of, I need to get back to looking for our girl.
Well, after I shut off Reilly’s Jeep.
What have I done?
The longer the time ticks by, it’s all that consumes my mind.
Closing my eyes, images of my girl—if I can still call her that—flash through my head. I can’t stop thinking about how her eyes lit up when I told her I had feelings for her. Her giddy smile made my heart flip out of my chest. We were happy. We were in a good place for the first time since we got married.
I’d never felt so damn alive.
My sassy, spitfire woman.
My girl, if she’ll ever forgive me.
If she’ll be able to move past how I messed this up beyond repair.
I can only imagine what Zayan is putting her through right now. It’s probably hell. There’s a chance she won’t even be okay after all this is said and done. She survived before, but will she again? The thought of her being in pain because of him fills me with nausea. If he’s as bad as I’m thinking, she’s going to be put through Hell. I’m not sure anyone can survive that a second time.
