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As soon as her body lands on the mattress, her eyes flutter open catching on mine. A sleepy, gorgeous smile lights up her face. “You’re so handsome. Too handsome for your own good.” Warmth fills my chest at her genuine words.
“You’re the most beautiful woman in the world.”
She giggles. “Yeah, I don’t know about that… you obviously haven’t seen K.V. Rose.”
“Who the hell is that?”
She rolls her eyes playfully, like I should magically know who she’s talking about. “She’s only my favorite author of dark, delicious, and morally gray characters. She’s also fine as fuck and has a whole ass vibe. My woman crush, that’s for sure.”
Reilly lets out a full belly laugh. “You’re something else, wild girl.”
I shake my head at her. “I guess if we’re talking about woman crushes that aren’t you, then you should know I have a serious thing for Hilary Duff. She keeps getting better with age.”
Tara’s mouth falls open, feigning shock. “Damnnn, you have good taste, Rush. She’s the shit.”
“I want in on this… uhhh… I’m going to go with Rihanna. Sassy and a strong businesswoman,” Reilly cuts in. The genuine smile on Tara’s face makes my heart melt. I think we’re slowly starting to get her back.
“Oof, you two have some high standards. Those ladies are incredible. I’m not sure how I can compete with such amazing women,” she teases.
“You’re more than enough,” I say at the same time Reilly says, “Fuck off, wild girl.”Truth is, we don’t deserve you, Tara.
Reilly strips down to his boxers and climbs in on the other side of the raven-haired goddess. Her eyes are glued to every single movement he makes, like a vulture staring at her next meal. Once he’s settled in beside her, her attention flicks back to me, the smile wiped from her face. “Rush,” she breathes.
“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” Her emotions switched so fast that I have no idea what could’ve triggered it in such a short amount of time.
“Come here,” she whispers, looping a hand around to the back of my head, pulling me to her. As soon as she touches me, I know exactly what she’s doing. She doesn’t waste any time before her lips capture mine in a slow possessive way to tell me she’s mine.I’m yours, too.
Fuck, her soft lips taste like mango juice, and it’s even sweeter coming from her. My fingers fist her silky black hair as I deepen the kiss but not too much. I want her to take the lead until she’s ready for more. It’s been too long since I’ve touched her, but I won’t push anything until she moves us forward. We are doing this on her terms, not mine.
A low sexual growl escapes from Reilly as he watches our heated makeout session. Blood rushes to my cock, thickening in my jeans until it’s aching so hard it hurts. I fucking love the fact that this man I’m attracted to is watching me kiss our girl and that he’s enjoying it at the same time.
Tara pulls back and I let her, not wanting to make her feel forced. She peers into my eyes, biting her bottom lip, while I wish it was me tugging on that plump, pink flesh. The way she lights up my body is indescribable, like nothing else matters when she’s around.
She shoots me a quick wink before turning toward Reilly, capturing his mouth in the same way. My dick was hard before, but it’s fucking excruciating now, ready to bust from the sight. Watching them is a different sense of euphoria. I like it almost as much as I enjoy him watching us. Watching my girl with Reilly is one of the hottest things I’ve ever seen.
It takes everything in me not to roll over Tara and join them both.
I watch as he gently devours her, taking his time to worship her all while listening to the subtle reactions she gives. The way they revel in each other's tastes have me wanting to see how they’d taste together, but I have to be patient. She’s slowly starting to morph back into her old self but still has a long way to go. If anyone understands coping in unhealthy ways, it’s me. I trust she knows her limits and her body in a way we don’t so I’ll let her lead. If this is what she really needs, then we’ll go slow.
“Tara, baby. Tell us what you want,” I whisper in her ear, causing her to shudder.
She breaks her kiss with Reilly, moving to lie flat on her back. “You.” She looks at me, then Reilly. “Both of you.”
“Are you sure?”Please be sure.
She nods. “Yes, I’m sure. I want to make new memories with both of you…together. I…I still think we need to go slow, but I want you to touch me and make me feel good.”
I’ve always wanted to hear her beg, but I didn’t plan for it to be like this. “Lay back and relax. Let us take care of you. Let us show you how special you are.”
Reilly tenses, and I look up to find him completely torn between the two. “I-I don’t know if we should. You’re not ready. I don’t want to hurt you or scare you.” Something about how he protects her and tries to put her at ease makes me proud to know that he’s put off his happiness for hers.
“Cohutta…” She takes in a deep breath. “If I don’t start, I won’t know if I’ll ever be ready. If it’s too much, I’ll tell you. But I’m doing this because I want to. I’m not trying to force anything or do this for the wrong reason. I want you both.” Reilly and I share a knowing look. She’s too stubborn to give up or stop herself from doing what she wants, even if it causes her a little discomfort. I’m afraid she won't tell us until it’s too late, but she promised she would stop, and we have to take her word for it.
“You have to promise me you will tell us, Tara. Seriously, truly, and genuinely promise us. Neither of us wants to hurt you, ever. So if anything feels off to you, tell us to stop.”
She doesn’t skip a beat. “I promise. I know you’ll both keep me safe, but I promise.”
Leaning down, I hover my lips over hers. “You’re in control, Tar. Whatever you want, we’ll do. You’re the leader. Even if we tell you to do something, if you don’t like it, say that.” She nods, electricity filling the air when she pulls me into another breathtaking kiss. Our tongues rub together, dancing in unison like it will be the last time. I could get lost in this woman by how she lights me on fire. I never imagined having this kind of connection with anyone, but I’m not going to waste my chance exploring it.
