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"Watch the trees."
He stuffed the rabbit under his T-shirt and leaned back in the chair. It squeaked. He leaned forward and then back, making it squeak again. And again.
"Be quiet, Edward."
"I'm not Ed—"
"Chip, damn it!"
The boy crossed his arms over his lumpy chest.
Gabe sighed. "I'm sorry."
"I have to pee real bad."
Gabe gave up. "All right."
The lawn chair tilted as the boy jumped from it.
Just then, Rachel's voice drifted out of the back door. "Bedtime, Edward."
Gabe turned to see her standing inside the screen silhouetted against the kitchen light. She looked slim and beautiful, at once entirely herself, but at the same time, any one of a million mothers calling a child inside on that warm July night.
His mind shifted to Cherry, and he waited for the pain to hit him, but what he felt instead was melancholy. Maybe, if he didn't let himself think about Jamie, he might be able to live after all.
Edward ran for the back porch, and as soon as he reached his mother's side, he grabbed her skirt. "You told me not to say curses, didn't you, Mommy?"
"That's right. Curses are rude."
He glared at Gabe. "He said one. He said a curse."
Gabe regarded him with annoyance. The little tattletale.
Rachel herded the child inside without comment.
Gabe fed the baby sparrow again, doing his best not to touch him too much as he dispensed tiny dollops of food. Too much hand-feeding would accustom the bird to human contact and turn it into a pet, making it more difficult to release the creature back to the wild.
He wanted to be certain she'd had enough time to put the boy to bed, so he cleaned up the bird's nest by lining it with fresh tissue before he went into the living room. Through the front screen, he saw her sitting on the porch step with her arms propped on top of her bent knees. He stepped outside.
Rachel heard the screen door open behind her. The porch vibrated beneath her hips as he walked toward her. He lowered himself onto the step.
"You didn't find anything in the Bible, did you?"
She still hadn't managed to swallow her disappointment. "No. But a lot of text is underlined and there are marginal notes everywhere. I'm going through it page by page. I'm sure I'll find a clue somewhere."
"Nothing's easy for you, is it, Rach?"
She was tired and frustrated, and the energy that had carried her through the afternoon had vanished. There had been something deeply disturbing about reading those old, familiar verses again. She could sense them pulling at her, trying to draw her b
ack toward something she could no longer accept.
Her eyes began to sting, but she fought against it. "Don't get sentimental on me, Bonner. I can handle just about anything but that."
He slipped his arm behind her and cupped her shoulder. "All right, sweetheart. I'll smack you around instead."
Sweetheart. He'd called her that twice today. Was she really his sweetheart?
She leaned against his shoulder and accepted the truth. She had fallen in love with him. She wanted to deny it, but it was no use.
